| | This is an odd time for me to make this particular entry, but I cannot stop thinking about it. For the past two years or so, I feel like I have given my parents a lot of worries, anxiety, headaches and sleepless nights because I wanted certain things to be my way. It's not been an easy two years. At all. We fought, we argued, we made up, we argued again. Sitting here now, I realize that no matter how hard things have been, they'll be okay in the future. InshaAllah. No matter what happens from this point onwards, it'll be alright. I wish they had been more understanding, at times. I wish that I had been more understanding, at times. Sitting here now, I realize that no one loves me as unconditionally as my parents. And no matter how much of a hard time I have given them, they will never stop showering me with their unconditional love. I can't stop the tears from flowing out of my eyes as I realize that perhaps I could have been a better daughter to them. It's true that they have not always made things easy for me, but they have tried so hard and done their best, and sitting here right now, I have never felt more grateful to Allah than now for giving me such wonderful parents. Parents who have put aside their wants in order to provide my happiness. I love them with all my being, and I hope I can be the best daughter I can be to them from this point on, inshaAllah.And, out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say: "My
Lord! bestow on them thy Mercy even as they cherished me in childhood." (Qur'an: 17:24) |
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